I see the world as a set of logical puzzles. It is hard for me to link that with the emotional need to feel connected to someone. That is why I do not have many friends. I want to have a close personal connection with someone. It is hard to find people how to think like me because I define myself as someone how has atypical ideas. I am just starting to go to social events for the sake of being social. Even there I look for someone whom I can have a conversation with and not feel superficial. I have tried to have a connection with neurotic people and that has just led me to a brick wall. I try to flirt and it comes out In a way that does not work. I just want to talk to someone who will challenge me.